Level of Lucidity (1-10): 2 | Dream Signs: light, rebuilding, pain, yellow, | Mood: Uncomfortable

On Wednesday 17th of May I had another weird dream, if you can say it was a dream. I knew I was dreaming and yet I felt I was awake. It is so a funny feeling that I can’t describe it properly.

I was dreaming (?) that a white/yellow bright pulsing light was inside me. It was if the light was tearing my body apart in little pieces and rebuilt them in another way. At the beginning of the process I just let it happened because I thought it was an amazing feeling. But as it gets on the pain comes, an excruciating pain through my whole body. Then it wasn’t fun anymore and tried to wake up from it. But I couldn’t, I was paralyzed. So it went on for another few minutes until I managed to wake myself up. 

The moment I was up, the pain kept on going, especially in my chest and spine. But after a few minutes again it went slowly away and I fell asleep again.